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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAH WAN XIN ! =] <3


to my good friend -
you know smthing ? all this are just misunderstandings . if you could go and understand the situation better . maybe you`ll know whad happen . i really hope you understand whad`s going on you know ? i dont like you . and i`ve already made it clear to you right ? but why do you still assume i do ? and why do you have to listen to all those rumours ? you would rather listen to them dhen believe me ? hahs . you`re ignoring me for nothing do you know dhat ? it isnt fair . it just isnt fair to me at all . you say we should act as normal when we`re in class . but are you doing that ? no ! you`re still ignoring me like as if i`m your enemy . to me , you`re just a friend i share problems with , share jokes with and stuffs . in the past , when you sms-ed me bout clownfish . did i find you irritating ? no ! and now i jus merely sms-ed you bout maths probs . you found me irritating ? i really dont know whad has happened to you . i really dont . i really hope we`ll be the good friend we once were . =] take care . i`m really hating this girl in my class . i shall name her DINOSAUR* . she orders people ard like as dhou they`re her maid ? she thinks she`s older dhen us dhat`s why she does that . and she thinks she`s right all the time . but girl , lemme tell you this . ALL OF US HAS TOLERATED YOUR NONSENCE . and we had enough . dhey dare not say all this because dhey know your temper . so please , be understanding will you .

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*was in the library with your class today . you called me over . but i ignored you . after a while , you went to a corner & sat there alone . sms-ed you and asked you whad happen & why you called me . and you said you wanted to talk to me bout your problem . but i .. =\ i`m sorry . didnt went over cosh i dont want people to gossip . tried to cheer you up by sms-ing you . after a while , i saw you crying . my heart sank . i felt bad & sad . asked you whether you`re alright . but you said no . i`m really sorry . i didnt know how to cheer you up . sorry . =[ after dhat was english lesson . didnt had the mood to listen to whad mrs thong was teaching . and i cried . mrs thong asked where was the cheerful girl she once know . and i said gone . i didnt know whad happened . i told reg , i`ve forgotten bout you . but have i ? i dont know . i really hope i will only treat you like a normal friend .

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dhere`s this good friend of mine. he mistook me for liking him . & so he ignored me for 2 days . sighh . it`s all misunderstanding . if you`re reading . please understand . i sms you either because i`m bored , or i need to talk to you . and it`s not because i`ve fallen for you . please understand . and hope we`ll be like the past again . *fingers crossed* HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG HENGKIAT . LOL ! the first impression of you when i saw you was , you were damm sweet & nice . =] as time went by , i decided to add you in msn and talk to you . i heard dhat my friends scolded you b4 . but i didnt care . and so , i took you as my mei . you were happy and i was too . as time flies , our relationship gets closer & closer day by day . soon , you told me your secrets and i told you mine . we were like close sisters . we talked bout everything . whenever we start a conver , you wud call me jie . how i miss those days . hahs . you will always tell me not to look down on myself . you wud ALWAYS console me and cheer me up . those were the days . soon after , we had a fight . a fight which leads to death . a fight which will make me regret and unhappy for the rest of my life . how wrong i was to judge you . i thot after the fight , we can be good friends . or maybe sisters agn ? but i was so wrong . so damm wrong . i asked you whether are we still good friends . but you said we were only friends . how hurt i was . but , who can i blame but myself . i`m at wrong . and im very sorry . if only i cud turn back time . if only the fight didnt started . dhere wud be hundred of IFs , but nothing i say will change your mind . study hard & do take care of yourself . eat more too pls . =] HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYANA(4/4) & RONALD ! =]

was late for school today . & moreover there was a traffic jam lo . like shiat . so i reached school at 8.30 ? haha . went to class , took back my report book . & i drop alot . almost for all my subjects laa . since sec one till now , i haven got a U . but this time i got . =[

last year *
ENG - A2
MATHS -A1
CHINESE -B3
SCIENCE -C5
CPA -A2
EOA -A1

this year*
ENG -C5
MATHS -C5
CHINESE -U
SCIENCE -C5
CPA -C5
EOA -B3

see ? i was so sad lo . i was suppose to beat so many of them . but this common test all those who im suppose to beat , beat me . i was like wtf . really damm sad laa . dhen mrs lee asked me how come my grades dropped so much . i oso dont know . but i guess i was slacking and playing all along ? hais . N level this year . whad if i get this kinda results . dhen the N level fee ($300) would be a waste . sigh . alot of them were like "michelle ! i won you lehh . so first time . hahahahhahahahha ." and of cosh i rolled my eyes laa . as if i said dhat to them when i won them . ass . went to watch dorm with maine & reena . was a touching show . hahaha . dhen now chatting with yx . he ask me aim A1 for all . crazy lo . it`s IMPOSSIBLE PLS . hahaha . dhat`s al for now . ohya , ahjuan tc huhh . dont fall sick . =]

*am glad to see you changing your mind bout her . =] besties for life . <33

TATA ! went to school as usual today lo . dhen was talking bout the next chalet in class with peiting , reena , king & engyi . hahaha . and it`s coming soon . moreover it`ll be 4 days 3 nights this time . so fun ! and i cant wait . hahaha . okok . erm , dhen after school got the sai interview laaa . haha . was quite frightened laaa . but after we went in . we talk like noboday`s business . =x hahahaha . dhen after dhat , sat at the canteen with classmates till 5.30 laaa . before dhat i heard somethng from HE`S GIRL de good friend bout someTHING laaa dhat made me so angry . and i confronted him laaa . and he kept saying dont have la . blah blah blah . and say peace . peace your ass la . dhat`s all la . dhen went home lo . dhen did boring stuffs laaa . I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY VALERIE SIM !

- If you've been tagged, you are to come up with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover.
- Do specify the gender.
- Then, list down and Tag another 7 people on their pages.
- If u've been tagged before, u need not do this again.
Have Fun!

Gender #Male
1) must be patient
2) musnt criticise my friends .
3) love me for who i am ?
4) able to tolerate my nonsence
5) musnt be too boring
6) able to cook . hahaha .
7) loving and caring ? LOL .

The lucky 7 that's been Tagged by me:
# reg
# zhijun
# amd
# feliciaNG
# wanxin
# poixin
# veronica HAHAHA . i`m backkkkkkkkkkk .

15 MARCH -
woke up at noon . dhen took my lunch and stuffs . took a cab to the resort . haha . opened the door and stuffs laaa . skip skip skippppp ~~~~~ met them , went to the room . it was big ? hahaha . ya . dhen me , peiting ,& reena didnt go have lunch with them . we stayed in the room . took some pictures . dhen after dhat we wanted to play pool . all of us walked there and guess whad . dhey say we`re not yet 16 . so we cant go in . we were like wtf lo . haha . dhen went back to the room . started the fire and stuffs . ate all dhat laa . dhen yada yada yada . dhen peiting went back . cosh ... hahahaha . dhen engkiat came . after dhat all of them went swimming . dhey came back at bout 9 plus . and i took lots of pictures of them half-naked . hahaha . dhen went to arcade at bout 11 plus . played daytona and street basketball i think . haha . damm fun laaa . after dhat went to mac to eat . cosh we were hungry laa . hahaha . dhen went back to the room . they played fatal frame i think . it was damm scary laaa . somemore they off the lights lehh . LOL . dhen all of us slept at 4.30am woke up at 7.30 like that . all cudnt slp laa . so , ahaha .

16 MACRH -
two months . =x
we went to burger king to have our breakfast . dhen it was kinda bored . so we went back to the room . and i slept till 4 plus . haha . dhey say i snored laa . SORRY LO . =x dhey`re playing the game agn laaa . as usual . hahaha . dhen dhey went swimming AGN . left me , reena & aaron in the room . we played all that lo . at bout 9 plus , dhey came back agn . hahaha . so we went to arcade . played the same games . haha . dhen went back to the room at 1 plus . we played number game . whoever lose hafta drink the drink we mixed . so i guess me , aaron & reena drank the most laa . ohya , when we were on our way back . someone wanted to take reena`s number . and she gave la . -_- ask her walk away . she dont want . she just stood dhere . silly . okok . dhen at bout 4 plus , king , ben and hanjie went to buy drinks . hahaha . dhen some of us slept . including me . when dhey came back . king say michelle i share with you . as in sleep tgt with me laa . so shared with him lo . dhen i bth . cosh very uncomfortable . so i got up . and sat with aaron & ben cosh dhey still playing game . dhen it was at bout 6am i guess . and of cosh i slept .

17 MACRH
ALL of us woke up at 10 plus . cosh the phone rang . and reena ran and pick up the phone . was from the resort laa . dhey want us to check out before 10.30 . hahaha . so all of us rush to the toilet brushed our teeth all that laa . dhen we took a bus to white sands . engyi , king & nelson went home . me , reena , engkiat , hanjie , aaron & ben went to food court and eat . after eating , we went home . hahahaha . I`LL BE GONE FOR CHALET FROM 15TH MARCH TO 17TH MARCH . SO PEEPS , SMS ME IF YOU DONT SEE ME ONLINE . =]


HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO FELICIA NG . (: I`M SO STARTING TO HATE YOU BITCH . OR SHUD I SAY I`M ALREADY HATING YOU SO MUCH . HAHS . I FEEL THAT YOU`RE SO FAKE WHEN YOU`RE AROUND ME MAN . YOU MAKE ME SO WANNA PUKE WHEN YOU SPEAK TO ME . YOU`RE PISSING ME OFF SO BADLY NOW DO YOU NOE THAT ? HAHA . EVERY ACTION/MOVE YOU MAKE , MAKE ME FEEL SO DISGUSTED . YOU HATE ME , AND SO DO I . SO PLEASE STOP ACTING AROUND ME . SHOW YOUR TRUE SELF . YOU AINT GOOD AT LYING BITCH . SO STOP ALL YOUR ACTS . FOR GOODNESS SAKE , HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY ? ARE YOU GONNA DO ALL THIS WHEN YOU GROW UP ? I HOPE NOT . HAHA . EVERYONE WOULD BE BACKSTABBING YOU LIKE HOW YOU`RE BACKSTABBING ME . SO PLEASE , STOP ALL THIS CHILDISH ACTS . IT`LL ONLY MAKE YOU STUPID . AND LEMME TELL YOU THIS NO ONE WOULD WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND IN FUTURE . IT`S UP TO YOU TO HEED MY ADVICE OR NOT . BUT I THINK YOU WUN . SO GOOD LUCK HUH BITCH . =) was at cuzzie`s house last night . so didnt get to use the com , cosh it was destroyed by them . =x hahaha . met reena and peiting at 6.45 . reached schol at bout 6.50? yea . dhen went to parade square settled down . dhen walked to cwp . was crapping with mrs lee laa . dhen blah blah blah . dhen he said hi , but i ignored . mrs lee heard . and she rolled her eyes la . *as usual* dhen he sms me say i action ignore him . hahs . so sorry HUH . -_- dhen another him said sorry cosh he fell aslp last night . hahaha . it`s alright NOR . dhen went to sunplaza to have breakfast lo . dhen we went off . germaine was with reena , dhey walked so far lo . LOLOL . dhen i was with peipei . =x hahaha . dhen we talk adn talk and talk . she`s so happy huhh . cosh she`s gonna rebond her hair later . hahaha . dhen yada yada yada . time flies . went back to woddlands . SARAH`S TIN WAS SO DAMM HEAVY LO . haha . dhen she say can return liao . mdm salwana ask me and peiting go try . and indeed can return le . BUT , when half of my class went dhere . dhat WOMAN scolded them lo . say how come the tin so light . it`s like wth ? we did all this for you guys . and you`re complaining . dhen why bother ask US to help ? do it yourself in future la . dumbass . dhat`s bout it laaa . and im going to marina square with reena tomorrow . hahaha . BYE PEEPO . =] 8 MARCH o6 -
i was late for school ytd yeahhh . i reached school at around 9.30am i think . hahaha . ohya , i went to watch big momma house 2 . it`s so funny lo .hahhaha . okok . this morning , someone shouted "hello , michelle" so fooking loudly . and he thinks i`m deaf . -_- nvrm . you see , this morning eefang came to school . dhen her bag happen to be opened . and i saw kinder brueno inside . dhen i took it out and put it in my bag . LOLOL . dhen dhen during english lesson . she asked me , peiting and reena whether we wanted to eat choclate . we wanted to laugh but we didnt laa . dhen she was like " eh ? wo de chocolate lehh ?[where`s my chocolate] shui na me childish tou wo de chocolate[who so childish stole my chocolate] . dhen we said dont know lehh . maybe she didnt bring or whaddd . dhen we changed the topic . after school she didnt wanna go art club ma . so when she left . we were laughing away . and we ate her kinda brueno . it was YUM YUM . =x i noe i`m bad laa . but . LOLOL . had art club today . saw poi . ask her whether she read the testimonial i wrote alr . and she said haven . dhen left at bout 3.30 . went home with peiting and reena . YA . and HUANG PEITING GOT 26/40 FOR HER MATHS TEST . AND MICHELLE KOH GOT 23/40 . it was so ps lo . she`s those type dont know how to do maths de . and she won me . how can ?! so disappointed . LOL . nvrm . after dhat , went home and i slept .

9 MARCH o6 -
TODAY , DU[TOH] EEFANG didnt come to school . haha . dhen germaine say " i think she nvr come to school because michelle stole her chocolate" . LOLOL . so funny laaa . we kept laughing . hahaha . today during english lesson . no one wanna help eefang do her file lo . you see , eefang kept absenting herself . and all her worksheets aint there . so it`s very xing ku to help her file . =x after dhat , mrs thong ask who didnt come . dhen i shouted eefang . dhen she ask how come . i say cosh she lost her chocolate ytd . dhen she scared today someone will steal it agn . LOL . everyone was laughing laaa . ahahaha . okok . fast forwarddddd . after school , had CIP briefing . and 4/3 + 4/4 doing at sembawang MRT station . so fun huhhh . there`s gonna be SOOOO much noise . x= LOLOL . ohya , and i change handphone with PEIPEI[peiting] . she took my nokia 6681 and i took her samsung dont know whad model . same as sarah de . so if you wanna know . go ask sarah whad phone she`s taking . LOLOL . and mama went china . =[ she just came back from thailand last night . and now she`s off to china . HOW SADDDD . ok laaa . gotta wake up early tmw . take care people . NYTESSS !! =] i went for my good friend`s brother de wedding dinner . or should i say my aunt de daughter de wedding . LOLOL . all connected de laa . =x
was very late . cosh the ceremony started at 5.30 . but i reached dhere at 7pm . it was at orchid country club yeahh . hahaha . dhen saw another good friend of mine . known her since K1 i think . hahaha . time flies , we`ve all grown up . in the past , when i first step into sunday school. she was the only one who wanted to make friends with me . dhen as years pass , we did everything tgt . we bullied people *jokingly*. we played pranks on people . we walked ard the whole church tgt . yeahh , and dhen i changed church . so we hardly contact each other =[ . LOLOL . back to the wedding dinner . hahaha . dhen had cocktail all dhat . sat at the table . was so far away from my friend`s table . hahaha . dhen told her we shall take pic after the whole thing . ate all dhat laa . food wasnt really nice thou . hahaha . dhen after the dinner , shake hands with the bride and groom . dhen i went home . haha . ohya , and i forgot to take pic with her . so wasted laa . hahaha . so ya , dhat was how i spent my day today .

going over to cuzzie`s house to stay tmw . monday going school with sarah wah . so people , tc and dont miss me . =x BYEEEE . i know i should be studying . BUT I DID . for bout 10 mins only la . I`M NOTT HE STUDY CUM NERD TYPE LAA . so if you want me to study . FAT HOPE . =x dhen i was soo bored . i went to see whad i blog in the past laa . =x i miss the times , when we didnt quarrel yet laa . =x we told each other everything . we didnt really hide stuffs from each other . but now , it`s kinda different . it`s hard to communicate nowadays . i love working in walls with zhijun . but now , we seem to be having problems . i oso dont know . whenever you talk to me in the past , it isnt this way ? i dont know laa . haha . as for reg , actually you`re alright laa . no problem with you . cosh i`m not really that close to you . during holidays was hanging with zhijun and not you . so ya la . as for the other friend of mine . we seem to be drifting apart . you`ve got your friends . and i`ve got mine . haha . we dont seem like the past . where we hang out tgt most of the time . and you would tell me bout your stuffs and i would do the same too . but it`s so different now . and i dont know why . hais . just wanna let you know , i treasure all the friendships i have . but pls dont disappoint me now , tomorrow or in the future . pls . if you have a problem with me . just tell me . dont hide things from me pls . =] family problems , common test stress , friends betraying each other .

firstly , i`m fed-up with my family . sometimes i feel like running away . but can i ? will i be sent to girl`s home ? i really dont know . =[ mum has been ignoring me for this past few days . and i dont know whether to cry or to laugh .

secondly , the common test is really stressing me up . dont know whad the teachers are teaching . and all the formulas & notes just cant get into my bloody head . whad the hell am i suppose to do ? and i still dont know .

thirdly , i`ve known you guys for bout 3 years ? we were good friends till the day you bitched behind my back . you seem so nice and good infront of me . but at my back ? i really hope whad i saw/heard was not true . i really really hope . i was shocked to see/hear dhat . i treated you peeps like sisters i guess ? i trusted you peeps too . and now ? i dont know whad to do anymore . i really dont . you make me lose confidence in you two . i thot you have changed . but im so so wrong . you made me so hurt . and i guess you dont care . it`s alright . haha .

yeah , and dhat`s all .

wounded .